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Well I hide all the bruises, I hide all the damage that’s done.

But I show how I’m feeling, until all the feeling has gone.

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When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep

I’ve tried to live my life with no regrets for the longest time now and I honestly think my biggest mistake was passing up the chance to go play at SVSU. I went to school at CMU because that’s where my best friend wanted me to go & now we barely even speak. I threw away a great opportunity just to please someone that’s not even apart of my life anymore. 

A year and a half ago I had every thing I needed or wanted. I had an amazing best friend by my side every single day, two boys living with me that were like my brothers, another best friend only a phone call away, a great softball season, a team that was my second family and my future all figured out.

Now, all that’s left is memories. That amazing best friend is a stranger who screwed me over so badly that I can’t even think about it without feeling sick to my stomach. That other best friend is honestly one of the most selfish people I have ever met in my entire life and is only there for me when it’s convenient for her or when she want’s to make herself feel good. I have a future planned out but I know it’s not what I want to do with my life. It’s just me settling. Which I think we’re all guilty of doing every single day.

We settle. We stick to what’s comfortable because we hate not feeling in control. Well settling has gotten me no where. Fucked over with a broken heart mostly and a wall built up so damn high. I met great people up at school but none of it can fill the void that I’ve been left with. An empty feeling really. Like a burning in your chest almost every single day.

I really don’t see the point in staying in this town anymore, this state even. The one thing that kept me here is gone now. I have said it so many times before but I really think I need to get out of here. I need to go some place where I’ll be truly happy. Meet people that truly care about me, and do something that I truly love. I just have to grow up, get the courage to leave and not be afraid to do something that’s not familiar. I know there is more to life then just settling for this bullshit and I swear I’m going to find it.

But for real though

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I can do what I want toooo

I playyy by my own rules

Come with me and lets just dance the night awayyy

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